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Omg , I think i'm like chain-blogging or something . It's freaking freezing in my room and I've just finish up with my season 4 box set of Supernatural . Yes , I bought the fourth season :D and yes , I know you're so jealous ! ;)

Anyway , before I go get some shut eye , I think i'll crap a little bit . Because , as you guys know , i am so bloody awesome at crapping right ? :)

I let one of my piercings close up because it's been infected for about.. oh , i know , since I've gotten it ? :) it's just that I sayang my piercings to the max . I hate it when they close up because like , I went thru the freaking pain for nothing !! D: Anyway , this is the second time i've let my piercings close . 2 out of 12 times ? Not too bad , I suppose :) Yeah , I'll get it repierced when it's totally healed or something . And maybe a couple more on the other side .

I really want a tongue piercing :D But I'm kinda chicken cuz I saw this photo of like , some girl getting her tongue pierced . They pull your tongue out of your mouth and stick like ,this skewer thru the bottom of your tongue . But I'm going to do it . Sooner or later :) I just need to find my moment :D Haha !!

I dont' know how this post became about piercings . Ugh , that's so weird . Anyway , yeah . My Jared Padalecki is getting a little old :/ But it's okayh . Because I like older guys right ? :D Hahaha , my god :) I feel nostalgic . Hahaha ! Oh , and Jensen Ackles , he's really hot too O_o Better looking than Jared almost . but i think i still like good boys better than sarcastic , douches that like to sex everything with boobies that move :) As hot as he might be :D Not to say i don't like him lah O_O I just pick Sam over Dean :D

hahaha , you must be like "wth ?" now , right ? So unless you watch Supernatural , i doubt you're going to get what i'm saying :) I guess i should go off now . My mum just woke up and she's complaining that I'm on the computer too long and that I don't study enough .

That is pretty much my life though :/

zoe

P.S. Lili's almost home !! Omg , i know that it doesn't really make a difference since he's still a freaking 7 hour plan ride away . But at least.. he's not in some motel with STD-filled beds :D right right ? :D

OMG , EMO SONG !!! SO SO SO SO EMO . BUT SUCH A PRETTY SONG D:

Someone You Used to know
Zee Avi

It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory

*Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
but it doesn't mean i no longer care
but i'd feel like a burden you can't bear
--

Peace ! ;)

zoe

Hey V . I've been thinking . A lot . And there are a few things I realised . I don't know if this will make sense outside of my head , because things rarely do , but like , I'm gonna tell you anyway :)

1. I was watching this good friend of mine . She's always been someone i've looked up to and really admired right ? And like , many people have told me that we're very alike in many ways . I've noticed this little fact too :D Someone once said to me , "I've never noticed it until you pointed it out , but now that you have mentioned it , it's becoming increasingly obvious ."
I thought about that . I thought about it and I watched her and I wondered how the heck that was so---why it was so . I came up with nothing other than the fact that we simply were the way we were . But then right , after awhile , I realised , Vern , that we weren't so alike after all . Not as alike as I thought we were in the first place anyway . Okayh , sure , so we talked the same , reacted in the same ways , screamed the same , said "OMG" the same way . We even laughed like each other . But that really didn't matter . I looked at her again and this time , it just like , appeared in my head . That like , realisation that we weren't the same at all . That's why I don't know how this is going to make sense to you . I don't even know when I'm telling you , but I am .
Anyway , like I was saying . I stopped myself , to take a look at her again . And I noticed something different . I noticed the way she smiled and the way she liked to pin up her hair . I noticed the strappy sandals she chose to wear and the way she voiced out her opinions and her thoughts . And like , she was nothing like me at all . O_O Okayh , sure we had like a whole lot in common . But like , we had a TON of other stuff that was totally different .

That really caused me to wonder about how people are . Like , you think you can just separate people into different groups and say this group acts like this , so you are all alike , and this group acts like this , and therefore you are all the same , but you can't . It doesn't work like that .
I guess what I finally realised after my 16 freaking years of life , is that everyone is so goddamned different from each other . Of course , we have similiarities , but there's still no one who would match you exactly . There's no one that's another Zoe , or another Vernie , or another Wei Meng , Li Eon , or Vonn . You know ?

2. Everyone expects everyone else to see the world the way they see it . Everyone expects everyone to act the way they act . It's like , when my mum scolds me for fussing about something she says is totally unsignificant , like the way my hair doesn't curl to the right because I've slept on it , or the fact that my pants don't match my socks . I always tell her , "it may be totally insignificant to you , mum , but like , when I look at people , these are the things I notice about them ."
She always tells me afterward that "people" aren't the same as Zoe and not everyone is going to see my bad sock-pants combo , or that my hair is curling the wrong way . Do you get what I'm saying ?
It's like , lets say , I have a habit of leaving my car doors unlocked . I do it because I think that people won't want to break into my car/are nice enough not to want to break into my car and I think that way because I wouldn't break into someone else's car if I found it unlocked . You know what I'm saying ? I hope you do , because I don't think I can do any better :D
Anyway , like , for me , things seem to be so easy sometimes . Like I have this thing with math , where my head has this weird way of like , skipping all the damn working and getting the answer like , straight away (which is bad because I need working for my freaking exams) . It's pretty much the same in like , situations for me as well . Omg ! I had this like , conversation with my friend once , it went something like this : (FRIEND , IF YOU'RE READING THIS , I'M JUST .. USING THIS AS AN EXAMPLE . I hope you don't mind)

Friend : Omg , Zoe !! EVERYTHING IS SO DRAMATIC !! Like , my other friend just called me up and I was supposed to go to prom with that person , but now , that person wants me to go to prom with someone else because like , that person wants the friend to have fun at prom !! What about me , Zoe ?! I want to have fun at prom ! I don't want to go with that person !
Zoe : Um , so , why don't you just tell the person that you like , don't want to go to prom with the friend ??
Friend : Because that friend is my friend too , and like , i dont' want to be mean to that person ! and like , saying that would mean that that person isn't any fun !! Oh my god ! Zoe , what am I going to do ?! D:

Honestly , I SWEAR i would have never thought of it that way . OKAYH , DON'T START CALLING ME A HEARTLESS BITCH NOW D: I just , would've told the person that I didn't want to go to prom with that someone . Not that i'm saying my friend did it the wrong way . I''M JUST SAYING THAT WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAYS OF HANDLING THINGS :) yes . Like if I were my friend's friend's friend , I wouldn't mind not having my friend as a prom date , i'd just ask someone else . Omg , that was the most confusing sentence in the history of confusing sentences .

3. Movies make me feel super emotional . By emotional , I mean like , emotion . Like , it could be angst , or I could feel blubbly , or dramatic , or even totally inspired !! Hahaha . I kind of like that :) Most of the time anyway .
Anyhowever , I'll be off now . thanks for listening to my rant . Love you , Vern . Always .

Zoe

P.S. I really miss my Lili and my BFF D:
P.P.S. I went shopping today ! OMG , DAMN HAPPY :D

Note to readers : Never fall down the stairs . Even if you can't help it .

Hello !! I've got photos for you ! ;) This was after Sunway Lagoon :) Totally fun day ! And Sof , Roro , Sarah & I got to see a man's hairy butt !! Yes , it was pretty traumatic , but funny , nevertheless :P

Sorry we don't have photos from Sunway Lagoon itself , but we do have ones in roro's room and Pyramid AFTER that :P So here we go :)


Manhattan's Fish Market for dindin :)


Roanne and her happy 4 fingers -.-








Tumtums ! ♥

I am totally pissed . I UPLOADED TONNES OF PHOTOS , BUT SOMEHOW THE WINDOW CLOSED . OMG , CAN DIE .

I'm going to go step on my pets now .

zoe

Hey guys , i'm really sorry I haven't been updating regularly -.- My internet was x_x for a few days so i was trying to figure out what was wrong with it :)

Anyway , i fixed the problem , so it's all good now :) Hahah , I know I promise photos , but like , I'm still getting them from Sof . And I haven't editted them and made them a little smaller (they take really long to load when they're big) So like , i'm really sorry about that , i promise to make it up to you though :)

Oh , like , I fell down a flight of stairs yesterday . And now , I'm like , aching everywhere . HAHA . Yes , I got up and laughed at myself because I found it funny for some reason :P Hahah

Yes , it feels liek whiplash . Only thing is , that it's ALL OVER MY FREAKING BODY .

Anyway , I'm gonna go off to watch I Wanna Be A Model season 3 now . "omg , Zoe !! THAT SHOW IS IN MANDRIN WITH MALAY SUTITLES AND YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND EITHER BECAUSE YOU SUCK AT BM/MANDRIN AND ARE NOT AS EDUCATED ARE TOTALLY SO MUCH BETTER AT ENGLISH THAN WE ARE !!" you say ?? Well , i'm watching it because my friend , Leconte is on it :D

I AM SUCH A SELFLESS PERSON !!
Suck on that ! :P

zoe

Okayh , i was just kidding :) I'll upload some for you before i go to bed since I don't really wanna sleep anyway :)

This was after our trip to sunway lagoon btw :) It was pretty awesome . Sorry there aren't more photos , it's just that they take too long to upload and I have to wake up early tomorrow . And by tomorrow , I mean before 12 D:

Bayan Rai :D


Teransu Rai


Roane Rau


Jurian Chin & Bayan


Jurian :)

Oh , Lili's gonna be gone for a trip up to Sydney for a few days . So remember to come back without any STD's from motel beds (like the ones on Lewis' face) :] ♥

see you guys soon :)

zoe

P.S. TERENCE , PLEASE DON'T COME TO YOUTH ON THE 22ND D: Any other day ? :D

Yes , that's right . I have PHOTOS ! OH MY GOD , SOME BODY SCREAM !!
*throws confetti into the air*

Too bad I'm too lazy to upload them for you guys though >:D

zoe

Sorry , BFF . i thougth that was the most hilarious thing in the world . HAHAHAHA !!

Have I ever told you how much I bloody hate my food heated up ? Like , seriously hate ? I actually get angry at the stupid bowl/plate of food when it's too hot because it causes me to burn my tongue and I HATE the feeling of my tongue burning D:

OMG , I HATEEEEEEEE !!!! RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR !!! *throws bowl of hot noodles out of the window* God -.-

Anyway , hello people !! I'm so so so so so so sorry for the lack of updates on my precious Mr. Bloggie . I've been like , swamped lately . like , SERIOUSLY swamped . I've not had time to rest up until today (not even today) . I've been like , going out non-stop for like , 2 weeks now ? If I've never told you how horrible and tiring that is , let me tell you now :

GOING OUT FOR 2 WEEKS IN A ROW IS FREAKING TIRING TO THE MAX , OKAYOMGBBQWTHTTYLWTVROFLMAOHIV ?!?!?!

*dies*

I totally need to pee now . Hold On .
Back :)

I bet you missed me :D both , while I was emptying my totally full bladder and during the time I didn't blog for like 47392741278471947912 years :)

But you don't have to miss me anymoree !! I'm back :D And fatter than ever ! OHMYGOD -.- I totally had to like , remind myself of how HUMONGOUS I've become right ? D: Anyhoo , i promised pictures right ?? Right ?? *looks around* Okayh , if I didn't , then I prolly promised them to you in my head :P because I am awesome that way .. But yeah , I don't have pictures now .. But i will by tomorrow (right sof ?) ! Which means they should be up in a couple of days , knowing me as the compulsive photo uploader that I am :) And also because I love you guys so much , of course :D

Another thing totally found out today when I opened the youth duty roster for the next three months . I AM FREAKING SCHEDULED TO FREAKING WORSHIP LEAD ON THE FREAKING 22ND OF THE FREAKING MONTH OF AUGUST AND I AM SO FREAKING NERVOUS ABOUT IT . Yes , I know its' like a month and a half away , BUT I DON'T WANT TOOOO . OMG . EVERYTIME I WORSHIP LEAD , IT ENDS UP BEING LIKE , SUPER SUPER AWKWARD AND I'M LIKE .. *stones* in the front and everyone' s like lost D:

RAWR RAWR RAWR !!

Anyhoos , whatever . I'm going to watch the Nanny Diaries DVD that Vernie's mum gave to me :D

I'll tell you about my 2 very busy weeks when I have pictures to accompany my boring words :P

zoe

P.S. Hey , V . I saw your Yuan2 lots this week . I can tell she's pretty upset <-- UNDERSTATEMENT :/ Promise I'll try to make her smile as best as I can for you :)
We still miss you shitloads :/

Omg , happy 600th post !! :D Omg , i'm sorry i haven't been updating . But i will be :) I've been a little busy now that ro's back in KL and Li Eon's back from camp *happy* Sorry , I promist to update soon ! So keep checking back :D and hopefully , sof will gimme photos soon :D

zoe

Omg , i'm so tired . I don't know D: I'm jsut so exhausted lah !! D: My BFF left today for AUSSIELAND D: Omg , i really am starting to hate Australia . Omg , I think right ? If I went to see him off at the airport , I sure cry balls lerrr D: Today right ? I saw him before he left , and I cry already D: Damn sad , BFF D: I miss you already !!! D: Like , SERIOUSLY to the max D:

*goes to corner to continue crying*

Oh , but on a much happier note , RORO'S BACK TOMORROW !! she texted me before she got on the plane :) I cannot wait to see ehr again and to give her a big big bigbigbigbigbigbiggbi hug :D Omg , that reminds me , I have to put those photos in my phone and make thast collage :/ Or I WILL DIEEEEE D:

So i'm offf to do that and then i'll be going to bed :D
I'll post photos when don't feel like a pig :D

GOODNIGHT , FOLKS !!

zoe

So , Jogoya was .. Uh .. alright I guess . HAHAHAHA !! Okayh lah , it was actually pretty sucky . BFF and I got lost on the way there , so from our pre-planned destination time , which was at 6 , we got there an hour late because his stupid GPS was a little bit retarded . Okayh lah , it wasn't all the GPS' fault . I think it was my fault also . Because I didn't know how to read the GPS too well :D

And then like , the GPS gave us directions tthat were totally crappy because like it told us to go through roads that ended up to be like , one way roads . WTH RIGHT ?!?!?!? I KNOW I KNOW I KNOWWWW !! *pulls out hair* DAMN STUPID , OH MY GOD .

Anyway , after we get to starhill , we almost get freaking lost in the stupid cacated carpark with the stupid 5 dollar fee -.- omg , you'd think if you had to pay like , 5 bucks , you'd get a nicer parking lot .. Summore , it's like damn small also . *sighs*

Jogoya was easy enough to find I guess . But the floors are a bit hard to make a random guess it . so you need to like , get into the elevator and read the directory before you press any buttons . There's Like there's an indulge floor ? and a Pamper floor . (it was on the Relish floor , just incase you want to go . But you shouldn't, i'll tell you why by the end of this post)

So anyway , we paid .. it's liek , RM101.20 . just so you know :) for the dinner part of the meal :) hahaah ! and then like , you walk in and get totall disorientated because the food is like .. everywhere and you don't know which is which , so i nthe end you just end up like , the thing you like most . Like the sashimi bar for example ? Or the ice cream bar . but then again ti's a little embarrassing when you like go and like hantam the stupid plate of sashimi or keep going back to the ice cream bar and asking for more scoops of ice cream , so you just sit in your little cubicle and wait until you have gathered enough courage to go and like , grab more food before running away and stuffing your face once again .

Maybe that's just me ._.
My life sounds so sad lah , weih x_x

But yeah , that's about it . At the end of the meal , i asked BFF what his favourite thing during the buffet dinner was .. And we both agreed on one thing : the coconuts . The ice cream wasn't bad too lah , but like , that's like .. bought from hagendaaz . So whatever , you know . HAHAHA !! Seriously . the coconuts were awesome :D I think BFF had like 5 or 6 . And I had .. about that amount . HAHA !! Yes , it was so yummy D: you just like drink and drink and then it's gone ! and you go get a nother one (or make your BFF do it for you because you're too malu :P). Summore right ? it's kind of like fizzy in your mouth . no lah , not like a canned drink . But it has this .. weird fizzing thing that i like .

Okayh okayh , i know waht you're saying right . it' slike , what ? You get free sashimi ! how can you be complaining ?!?!?! D: The sashimi was like fine lah (: But it wasn't great . I could go to so many other buffets that have like endless amounts of sashimi and pay less whaaat ! OMG , SERIOUSLY . you want to go , tell me i'll recommend places for you :D

I feel so sifu :P

I would tell you more , but I'm so damn tired :/ And i need to finish up a poem I started for my BFFL :)

zoe

OH MY GOD , I DAMN SYOK ! *runs around room screaming like a little girl high on sugar*
Why you go and say that lah ? Now I miss you even more ):

I am such a loser
zoe

Omg , MY BFF IS LEAVING IN 2 DAYS . I WANT TO CRY . AND ROLL ON THE FLOOR AND BED HIM NOT TO GO , but his plane tickets are electronic so I can't bloody well steal them from him , or I would . I WOULD DEFINITELY DO IT . My god :/

I FEEL SO BORED AND EMO . RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR :/ Oh well , i'm going to go to Jogoya with him tomorrow :D Omg , fat D:

*sigh* Damn sad now D: D: D: D: I will go .. munch on ice .. So i don't get fat . Grararararar !!

zoe

To make this blog post totally awesome , lets start of with a photo of myself . HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH !! I make myself laugh balls . HAHAHAAHAH !! Omg , I am like , such a huge loser, but it's okayh , i'm still cooler than you ;P;P



You know right ? I was totally laughing at my cat because she kind of looked like a puddle of fur with a head , legs and a tail . BUT SHE'S SO KYOOOOOTT !! KYAAAAA !!


And here , we have another photo of myself which makes this blog post even more awesome !! LIKE , WHOOOAAA !! :P Hahaha !! I'm being this way because like on saturday , Jeremy said that I'm damn perasan , SO I'M TRYING TO SHOW YOU PEOPLE THAT IF IT'S THE TRUTH IT AIN'T PERASAN ! HAHAHAHHAHA !! Take that you skinny tall person !! Oh , and I need to pass you that razor soon :P


Tae Won , BFF drew that on my hand . *dies of laughter* the first one was supposed to be batman , the second , the joker , and the third , a bowl of ramen noodles . HAHAHAHA . THEY LOOK NOTHING LIKE ANY OF THE THINGS THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO BE . I find that totally funny :P I think his Batman looks like a cat , his Joker looks like a sandwich , and his bowl of ramen looks like an angry bun .

My BFF is so awesome , I know you're so jealous >:D


At Topman waiting for BFF to try on his awesome 400 dollar jacket -.- HAHAHA !! OH , YOU KNOW WHAT I REALISED WHILE I WAS SITTING THERE WAITING FOR BFF YESTERDAY ?? :) I realised that if you switch the letters around in TOPMAN , they become TAMPON . AHAHAAHAHAH !! Oh my god , laugh balls in the dressing room .


At Sakae :) having .. dinner ?? :D


Oh my dear god , Megan Fox !! rawwrrr !! SO hawwwwwttt !! *fans self* Omg , I want my own cardboard cutout lah ): IMAGINE ALL THE FUN THINGS I DO DO WITH IT !!! Like , gossip and camwhore with and we could totally sleep in the same bed . OMGGG !! *cries and adds Megan Fox card board cutout to birthday wishlist*

Anyway , I need to do my math homework now :)

zoe